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Ulysses

I took the name of my blog from a line in this poem, so I thought it apropos to post the entire thing here for the benefit of those who may not be familiar with it.

TennysonUlysses

by Alfred, Lord Tennyson

It little profits that an idle king,
By this still hearth, among these barren crags,
Match'd with an aged wife, I mete and dole
Unequal laws unto a savage race,
That hoard, and sleep, and feed, and know not me.
I cannot rest from travel; I will drink
Life to the lees. All times I have enjoy'd
Greatly, have suffer'd greatly, both with those
That loved me, and alone; on shore, and when
Thro' scudding drifts the rainy Hyades
Vext the dim sea. I am become a name;
For always roaming with a hungry heart
Much have I seen and known,-- cities of men
And manners, climates, councils, governments,
Myself not least, but honor'd of them all,--
And drunk delight of battle with my peers,
Far on the ringing plains of windy Troy.
I am a part of all that I have met;
Yet all experience is an arch wherethro'
Gleams that untravell'd world whose margin fades
For ever and for ever when I move.
How dull it is to pause, to make an end,
To rust unburnish'd, not to shine in use!
As tho' to breathe were life! Life piled on life
Were all too little, and of one to me
Little remains; but every hour is saved
From that eternal silence, something more,
A bringer of new things; and vile it were
For some three suns to store and hoard myself,
And this gray spirit yearning in desire
To follow knowledge like a sinking star,
Beyond the utmost bound of human thought.

 

This is my son, mine own Telemachus,
to whom I leave the sceptre and the isle,--
Well-loved of me, discerning to fulfill
This labor, by slow prudence to make mild
A rugged people, and thro' soft degrees
Subdue them to the useful and the good.
Most blameless is he, centred in the sphere
Of common duties, decent not to fail
In offices of tenderness, and pay
Meet adoration to my household gods,
When I am gone. He works his work, I mine.

 

There lies the port; the vessel puffs her sail;
There gloom the dark, broad seas. My mariners,
Souls that have toil'd, and wrought, and thought with me,--
That ever with a frolic welcome took
The thunder and the sunshine, and opposed
Free hearts, free foreheads,-- you and I are old;
Old age hath yet his honor and his toil.
Death closes all; but something ere the end,
Some work of noble note, may yet be done,
Not unbecoming men that strove with Gods.
The lights begin to twinkle from the rocks;
The long day wanes; the slow moon climbs; the deep
Moans round with many voices. Come, my friends.
'T is not too late to seek a newer world.
Push off, and sitting well in order smite
The sounding furrows; for my purpose holds
To sail beyond the sunset, and the baths
Of all the western stars, until I die.
It may be that the gulfs will wash us down;
It may be we shall touch the Happy Isles,
And see the great Achilles, whom we knew.
Tho' much is taken, much abides; and tho'
We are not now that strength which in old days
Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are,--
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.

The long, smelly weekend of the soul

Can I have a redo on this weekend?

 

We woke up yesterday to find that our hot water heater is on the fritz. I tried to fix it myself using all the technical expertise I've amassed over the years, but I simply could not find a way to apply the duct tape in an effective way. So when I finally decided it was time to call the plumber, I remembered how difficult it is to get someone out to your house on a weekend, let alone a holiday weekend.

 

I called about seven heating and plumbing places and left messages. Not one has called back. So we're without hot water until Tuesday. Fortunately, I live practically across the street from the school where I work, so with the assistant principal's blessing (he doesn't really want me showing up smelling foul on Tuesday) Dolores and I are showering in the locker rooms there.

 

Not that I'm getting much work done that would resulting in B.O.  I started to mow lawn yesterday when I almost doubled over with a burning sensation on the right side of my groin. It was bad enough that I asked Dolores to take me to the emergency room. This filled her with near panic as she knows how often I volunteer to go the E.R. Ten years ago, I got a two inch long splinter in the palm of my hand, and rather than go to the emergency room, I went into the bathroom with a bottle of vodka and an Exacto knife and dug it out myself. The fact I wanted to go this time made her wonder if I thought I was dying.

 

After spending three hours there, the least of my own diagnosis of potential causes was partially confirmed; the doctor believes I have a hernia. I have to take it easy until I can get to the internal medicine doctor this week to determine how bad it really is. Hopefully, I be able to shower at home by then.

 

Seriously, a do-over--just this once?